wat?!

someone asked me today just how long it's been that i've been wit reep. i said finished four years, just started our fifth. then thought about it. and no, we actually just finished our fifth and are starting our 6th. can you believe that!? oh my god! like... i mean... sh*t! i'm f*cking speechless. i just cannot believe it. i... sheesh. okay. i'm not like: 'aw man i've wasted so much time wit him!' or even like 'aw, we've been so long together, we're so cute!' no. it's basically just utter shock. it's funnier cause it's me. homegirl who like, was (is, really) a commitment phobe. i dunno... appt i don't kno myself very well? was telling reep the other day that i'm not the nurturing type. he said that i am, but i just don't like to admit it. or that i'm more nurturing than i think i am. or something like that. but anyway, five complete years. that's longer than felicity was on. nealy as long as sex in the city! incredible.

'when memories fade, we've got each other' 'and it feels like we could last forever and i’m not doing this alone' / 'i won’t do this without you so take heart, cause you know that you have mine' / 'i hold it all when i hold you' / 'i just need you in my life, so promise me again'

rewind

was going thru my old posts from trips/travels and came across this:

 

7.10 3 doors down – be like that  jesus… so reep gave saeho danny’s sn. and he ims him. danny asks who he is. and he says 'a friend of stephanie' ... ... WTF! jesus... i mean... do watever the fuck it is your  immaturity wants to do. but don't get me involved. jesus. course. reep didn't expect saeho to say anithing like that. he got pretty pissed too. or... i don't think pissed, really. he was laughing. felt like punching him. jesus. suggested that i block danny on my buddy list. told him i couldn't, as i didn't have his sn. reep couldn't give it to me either. said some shit about how i give him my password then he come on and block him. ...so then wouldn't i be able to check after that? 'so don't look' ...

 

dude, can you believe that shit? oh my god. if this happened today i'd have a lot more to say than just '...' fuck man. can you believe he wouldn't give me the sn of my exfriend? i mean, who the hell are you to deny me information that is more relevant to me than it is to you? and you can give your friend his sn who then goes to harrasses him but you won't give it to me? the hell is this?! my god we were stupider back then. well, i'm different now of course. i'd not take this ish. i'll have to ask reep tho if he'd act the same way. damn! he'd better not say he would!

great wall

going to beijing and not visiting the great wall would be like going to the mall and not buying anything. uh, wat? lol. anyway. so our tour guide dropped us off at some place where you can go 8 towers one way and 3 towers the other way. i wanted to do as many as i could so i immediately split off from the group. i only did 7 one way but then i doubled back and did two more. it was pretty cool. most people only do the long way but going the other way was nice because the views are actually really different. the towers are built different as well. thing that surprised me the most about the great wall? how damn steep some of it is! eesh!

        

picture one: first leg. looking up the long way. picture two: window looking out. picture three: window at short way looking back towards long side. picture four: shadowy me at a tower looking down into stairwell. at nearly every tower you can step outside the wall. and at most of the towers there is a little souvenir stand. you can also take a picture wit a camel or horse. and, if you wish, you may dress up in some 'traditional' chinese outfit and pose. and yes, it really is as hokey as it seems. :) i lost that hat somewhere btw. :( i got it in taiwan the last time i went. it said ucla on it. lol.

stupido!

stupid happens. but sometimes the rest of us get lucky and the stupids get weeded out. by themselves! smart people participate in self-preservation. stupids do ..er... themselves. yes. ..anyway. rapper shoots self dead. good job guy. and right before getting a record deal, imagine that! and here's a whole slew of stupid plane accidents (do actually see them thru to the end. 3rd from last is strange as hell). and for those of you really wanting to join the ranks of stupid, go to ebay and buy a porn company.

shoe tree

you gotta check out the shoe tree. awesome pictures. i need to go visit sometime.

ya really

"Clinton lied. A man might forget where he parks or where he lives, but he never forgets oral sex, no matter how bad it is." (Barbara Bush - Former US First Lady)  

"Women might be able to fake orgasms. But men can fake whole relationships." (Sharon Stone)  

"I read somewhere that 77 per cent of all the mentally ill live in poverty. Actually, I'm more intrigued by the 23 percent who are apparently doing quite well for themselves." (Jerry Garcia - Grateful Dead)  

"Instead of getting married again, I'm going to find a woman I don't like and just give her a house." (Rod Stewart)  

"On the one hand, we'll never experience childbirth. On the other hand, we can open all our own jars." (Bruce Willis - On the difference between men and women)  

"There are only two reasons to sit in the back row of an airplane: Either you have diarrhea, or you're anxious to meet people who do." (Henry Kissinger - former US Secretary of State)  

"My girlfriend always laughs during sex no matter what she's reading." (Steve Jobs - Founder: Apple Computers)  

"My cousin just died. He was only 19. He got stung by a bee - the natural enemy of a tightrope walker." (Dan Rather - News anchorman)  

"I saw a woman wearing a sweatshirt with 'Guess' on it. I said, 'Thyroid problem?'" (Arnold Schwarzenegger)  

"Hockey is a sport for white men. Basketball is a sport for Black men. Golf is a sport for white men dressed like black pimps." (Tiger Woods)  

"Women complain about premenstrual syndrome, but I think of it as the only time of the month that I can be myself." (Roseanne)  

"In the last couple of weeks I have seen the ads for the Wonder Bra. Is that really a problem in this country? Men not paying enough attention to women's breasts?" (Hugh Grant)  

"There's a new medical crisis. Doctors are reporting that many men are having allergic reactions to latex condoms. They say they cause severe swelling. So what's the problem?" (Dustin Hoffman)  

"There's very little advice in men's magazines, because men think, I know what I'm doing. Just show me somebody naked." (Jerry Seinfield)