was talking to ab at work the other day who said that she had a difficult with her boyfriend r sometimes. she didn't feel special because he tried to treat everyone the same way: really well. i think i have the same issue. i try to be considerate always. not just to the people i care about. and it really doesn't help that i'm not particularly considerate to begin with anyway! ...seriously.
i'm trying tho. in some ways it's easier with a new person cause you aren't as comfortable with them. of course, i'm also not perceptive so i haven't figured out what especially considerate behaviors he appreciates the most. as usual, i'm blundering my way thru everything. ...seriously.
i was stressing this morning cause things the last couple days have felt off. we've seen each other a lot but i think we both have a lot on our minds. (tourney is this weekend!) he asked a couple days ago too, if i was mad at him. i wasn't. not even annoyed. anyway, i'm busy thru monday, and in two weeks he'll be leaving for about two weeks. it bothers me how i'm actually a little relieved that we'll be occupied with our own lives. do i really hate "confrontation" that much?
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