good god

lent. this year it's from march 1st thru april 15th. i think i'm going to do it. and i think i'm going to give up cussing. specifically the words: f*ck, sh*t, d*mn, and b*tch. i can't decide about @ss actually. but i think imma keep that in. four no-no words for the 40 days of lent. pretty good huh? lol yeah. i dunno. i like the idea of lent. and of ramadan. ..basically, i like the idea of fasting. i think it's a good idea. now, traditionally catholics give up meat. but i'm not catholic and i don't eat much meat during the school week anyway. and really, giving up meat means nothing to me. i was thinking about soda? i drink quite a bit not. not actually a lot, but a hell of a lot more than i used to. oh, and btw? words like hell and all those 'taking the lord's name in vain' stuff, i'm still gonna say. cause i'm not christian. ...altho maybe i should like... do it right. give up all cuss words on fridays and have sundays as my free days? naw. that's too weird. imma just give up those four for all... wat is it. 46 days? cause i'm gonna include sundays. and i think actually maybe even extend it to easter sunday? eh, we'll see how i feel. so why would a non-catholic observe lent anyway? well, why not? i think it's a good idea. occasionally giving up things. and of course, nothing bad can come from giving up things that are bad for you anyway! it's a bit hard tho. i mean... it's easier to stop yourself from eating meat. harder to stop yourself from saying things which come out so naturally anyway. so i've got to... punish myself if i mess up. uh, i'm going to work out. run around the block once for each bad word. wait. no... that's too hard... and the blocks in irvine are freakin huge... okay um... okay. i'm going to run up and down the stairs once if for every word. so... well, if you've been here then you kno the set up. but i'll start from our front door. run down the stairs, thru the corridor and up the stairs on the other side. one cycle for each bad word. yeah... i can do that. well okay. i'm not totally sure i'm going to do this lent thing. but i figure, why not, right? but anyway, i'll let you kno night before lent if i decide to do this.