the point?

am whittling it down. watched three episodes of felicity tonight. and i've only three left before i finish it all. am at those weird ones where she travels back in time to be wit noel. in the last episode i watched, hannah comes back and noel gets confused. i never liked hannah. she reminds me now of al. torch-bearing ex-girlfriend who lacks morals and respect for others. but i realized tonight that hannah (jen garner, for those of you who don't kno) is now on alias. and damn, that's a freakin anagram of alisa! fucking weird! and now i hate her even more! lol. no. seriously tho. i didn't ever like her cause she confuses noel, which hurts felicity. but truly. felicity and ben belong together. some of these last episodes are new for me. i missed a bunch of them before. i kno i missed the last one. so i kind of can't wait to get there. but at the same time, it'll be hard arriving at the end. oh. so the point of this update (this is the relationship page of my many webpages. which reminds me. you kno why i have so many? cause i like them organized. each page has totally different types of content. and i really only realized this the other day. that i'm organized, that's why. so i guess yeah, i am clean [referring to comments made by others]. i always thought that was more of a closet and bookshelf sort of thing. but no. i do keep everything exactly in it's proper space and holy crap i'm off on yet another tangent.) is that i think it's weird that some people would date, not because they like the person, but because they used to. how long does this go for? i've had strong feelings for a person or two before but it's always went away. or, away enough so that they are but a tiny flicker. i can understand that people in your past would carry a glow. but this thing hannah has for noel. it is an actual flame. three years or no, it doesn't seem to matter. is this common? is this healthy? (i say yes and no, respectively) people need to get over past loves. it's unheathy to hold on so. and people esp need to get over it when their past person is wit someone new.  i mean come on hannah! stop being such a whore! and if you need to be one, go prostate yourself on someone else!