perfect man

have actually been wanting to post this for a while but then we had that fight so i thought i'd postphone so it would be in its own post. anyway that night of the 12th when we had that convo about how he doesn't like to read my site. i also mentioned that altho i've seen him __ (forgetting the word right now...) other people's sites on his posts, i don't recall him doing so for mine. [as i'm updating we're recapping that convo.] anyway. appt he doesn't link my site cause he doesn't want others to read it. well, hm... that's nice. but i kno wat he means. he means this site. i think musings he might occasionally link, well, i take that back. he'd have to read it, no? (touché!) but anyway. he is a pretty close-mouthed guy. i like to share. i can keep quiet when it comes to other people's secrets. but for me and my problems, well, i like to vent. and writing is one of the main ways i do it. definitly. but it reminds me of when i was talking to chang a while ago when she was still wit chris. he was complaining that he didn't like her talking to his friends about him. our solution? be a better boyfriend! we'd have nothing to complain about if you'd just do a better job! lol... i'm not serious. not really anyway. cause while yes, if you were a better boif then i probably wouldn't post as much. but that assumes that i do a better job too. and even then, we'd probably still get into our scrapes. it's just the way it is. we are different people after all.