love is never enough

how do you help someone see something? you're not to simply tell them, you want them to build critical thinking skills and the like. 'i just... i feel like... you may kno wat you don't want to happen. but you aren't doing anything to prevent anything. and that you're making the same mistakes. but this time wit your eyes open.' do you wait for them to make the same mistakes again? or, optimistically, do you wait for them to make new ones? or should you just cut your losses and leave? if you can feel a hearbreak coming on, should you hold on? i think most people would say no. but wat if either path leads to heartbreak? okay, i kno, i'm sounding very fatalistic here. it's really not as if i kno for sure that mistakes will be made. i am assuming. and you kno wat they say about assuming things (no? well, it makes an ass out of you and me: ass-u-me). but. i can feel a break coming on. when he tells you that he's 'with you for a lot more than one trip' and then says that the decision he is making has nothing to do wit us? even tho our relationship is being shaken but that very same decision? if you were to wait for a mistake to be made, because you're optimistic or too weak or watever. how would you kno if you had waited too long? how would you kno that you must, right then, end it? would you? or would you keep holding on? clawing at the dirt and drowning. drowning yourself.

'i wonder what are we fighting for?' / 'i’m only pretty sure i can’t take anymore' /  ‘i wanna get out of this’ / 'i wonder is there if there’s anything i’m gonna miss' / 'how’s it gonna be when i’ve found out there was nothing between you and me because you don’t care' 'and how’s it gonna be when i don’t know you anymore'

'how’s it gonna be?'