Friday, February 18, 2005

giving up

seriously. this issue wit reepal oversleeping is really getting out of hand. i cannot ever believe him when he says that he will do something or be somewhere. cause usually, it just won't happen. i'm not even angry anymore. and am starting to not be disappointed either. i'm starting to become neutral to the whole thing. as long as i don't ever count on him to wake up, i'll be fine. from now on, i will expect that he stays asleep. from now on, i will no longer wait for him. nor will i try to wake him up, unless he asks. as long as i don't ever take his word to heart, i cannot be disapointed nor can i be hurt. here's to hoping.

'life's harder every day' 'and no one's here with me' / 'tragic it seems, to be alone again' / 'take me under (i'm killing all the pain)' / 'i'm dying tonight (i'm sick of all this faith)' / 'watch me crumble (i'm killing all the pain)' / 'i'm crying tonight' 'the stress has got me' / 'i'm giving in to you'

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

omg i HATE lazy fuckers who can't wake themselves up.  it's like, bitches don't have enough sense of responsibility or duty to wake themselves up, and put the task to other ppl (i.e., girlfriends, roommates).  SO lame.

i like punctual people.  or, at least ppl who don't overestimate themselves and their abilities.

gr!  :o)