like and love are different. but they are both important in a relationship. but which is more? reep said that love is more important in the long run. i agree. but like is terribly important too. i asked him if he liked me. he said yes. i asked him if he liked al2 (code names! al is alisa. al2 is alison. cause i can't type al2's name. i always automatically type al's name. it's annoying as fuck. so fuck it.) more than he liked me. he stalled for a few minutes saying that it was a trick question. i said no it wasn't. cause there's an answer i'd want to hear and one i don't. eventually he said that he likes to talk to her online more. ...yes. so wat does that mean? that he only likes to talk to her online more? or that it is part of everything that he like more about her but decides to say something specific hoping i'll think he likes me more except in this? i asked him. he said he likes me more. but it's too late, cause now i wonder. then later i asked if he likes to talk to her online more than he used to like to talk to me over the phone? he said that he didn't kno. and-- ...you kno wat? this is becoming one hell of a long and boring story. so to cut it short. i wonder about us. do you think he's gonna do it again? like his girl friend more than he likes his girlfriend? i think it's very possible. he says no. eh. tell you wat tho. i'm not going to be strung along forever like al was. if it happens. i'm gone.
'this feeling's back today' 'same as yesterday' / ''it’s so deceiving, like it’s never leaving' 'been like this for awhile' / 'it’s true that you push me to the point…' / 'it’s never ending, not worth defending' 'i’m finally learning' / 'i think i’ve taken all i’m going to take' / 'this really starts to stink: the bullshit and the baggage that you bring; i’m going to throw it all away'
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