Tuesday, July 6, 2004

love of money?

was watching 'for love or money II' finale tonight. boy picked nice girl over bitch girl. girl picked boy over money of potentially one million dollars. then boy picked girl over check valued at a known one million dollars. told reepal. he said that the guy was stupid. i asked him wat he would do. pick me or $1m? he said that it was really close. i assured him that i would not be hurt if he picked the money. i just wanted to kno wat he would do. he refused to answer and almost demanded that i stop asking him about it. ::raise eyebrow:: but enough about him. wat would i do? ...was thinking that if i was the guy on tv. i would have only picked the girl and not the money if i felt she was 'the one.' the money is definitly long term. and i wouldn't give up that garentee for some thing that could be long term but that is more likely a short term thing. but then and again. i don't believe in 'the one.' so how much would i have to like the girl to pick her over the money? as much as i like reepal? ...and you kno wat? it is really close. i mean... financially i'm fine. i don't need the money (but damn do i want it). and so of course i would pick reep. but that's selfish. wit the million, i could pay for my education myself. my dad could retire. and my mom wouldn't have to pretend to be so interested in going back to work. and just... it would make their lives so much easier. the whole rest of their lives so much better. but reep. i mean, he's...... see wat i mean? i don't kno. i think... i think i'd pick reep. but that's assuming that i was in the guy's position. if i'm the girl, it's a bit more complicated. let's say i do pick reep. now it's his turn. wat if he doesn't pick me back? so not only do i lose the guy, but i also lose the money. and really, reep needs the money more than i do. and so i'm back here again: wondering wat he would pick. cause if i'm the girl, i have so much more to lose and... if he's going to screw me. then i'd much rather screw him first. right? i don't kno either... problem is, i do love him. a lot. so maybe i'd pick him. and urge him to take the money. cause he needs it more than i do. and cause he needs it more than he needs me. ...you kno wat? yeah. that's the one. in either case, i'd pick reep. and in either case, i'd hope he'd pick the money... ...yeah, that's the one. cause he's... well, you kno. :)

homework: ask you significant other wat they would do

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