old insecurities are asserting themselves again. i don't kno why i do this to myself. i don't kno why it is i turn my mind off to some subjects i don't want to think about and yet when it comes to this... it's a couple different things this time. something old and something new. but i'm still blue. ... i'm on my period too. so i keep getting the urge to cry. i hope this goes away. i somewat doubt it will. i mean... even if the situation goes away i'll still feel the way i feel. and by then, even if i'm not still feeling it. i'll still have felt the way i did. which means that really, nothing is better. because the situation was not resolved. it just... dissolved.
'breathe in for luck' 'breathe in so deep' / 'my heart is yours to fill or burst, to break or bury' 'whichever you prefer' / 'we're doing fine' 'we're doing nothing at all' / 'just lay entwined here, undiscovered' / 'and i knew that you meant it'
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