pairsomes

ah shit. i totally messed up. bleh. reep was out monday night so he asked if i could record 24 for him (his fav tv show) so i did. or... i thought i did. appt i recorded 7th heaven instead. uh yeah, how's that for polar opposites? and why 7th heaven i have no idea. i was watching the golden globes myself so if anything i should've gotten that... i dunno... we went thru a hell of a lot of trouble just getting the damn tape too. bleh.

well okay. i promised today's post was gonna be a chair gripper. so here goes. (btw, i'm finding it hard to concentrate. it's diane's bday today [thurs] and so a couple people came over round midnight [which is so freaking cool, btw, i'd love to do that for someone. i think sometimes i call the person. but i guess when you all live in basically the same appt complex...] and they're a bit noisy). a couple nights ago reep said that he thinks we might get, you kno... yeah. ... ... lol, don't kno wat that means? married, you fool! lol. anyway. so, how do i feel about this? uh... panicked, for one. (and confused for another. why is it that 'panic' has no 'k' but 'panicked' does? where does that 'k' comes from?!) and surprised and actually confused and ... dare i admit it? even a little happy. cause after all, i've almost for sure landed me a man! and you kno wat that means! it's okay for me to get fat and hairy! imma throw out my razor right now! yeah! ... anyway. happy cause. well, people don't say stuff like that if they're planning on dumping you, or cheating on you, or unhappy in the relationship. (well, good people don't. and yeah, i think reepal is good people. altho appt i can't count to 2 so...) and so i kno i'm over thinking the whole thing. but sheesh! we've been together now for a complete 5 years. i've always thought i'd get married later. at the very least 27. and if we do marry when i'm 27 then we'll have been together for 10 years already! that's more than several hollywood marriages put together! that's more than a couple hollywood people's multiple marriage put together! ...i think you get the point. anyway, i'm not really stressing about this marriage stuff. it's quite a ways off you kno. well, in any case, mine is. altho ting's sister's isn't! i'm going. :) ting and i will make quite a pair. we shall be the talk of the town! the talk of the town do you hear!?!

yay ya.