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i am: procrastinating

i want: a vdc parking pass
i have: no vdc parking pass

i wish: for more wishes
i hate: being sick

i miss: being stronger
i fear: too many things
i hear: the clacking of my keyboard
i search: to get things just right
i wonder: about the little things
i regret: too many things
i love: being warm
i ache: in my left shoulder / side of neck
i always: wish i hadn’t wasted so much time
i am not: who you want me to be
i dance: unwell
i sing: constantly
i cry: in most movies
i write: constantly (in my head usually)
i win: never enough
i lose: myself in so many things (i over-identify)
i confuse: even myself!
i need: more self-control
i should: get to sleep