things are still not better between reep and me. he's ignoring me actually. altho, i guess, i'm ignoring him too? no, i'm not. i'd gladly talk to him if he would me. but anyway. clip from his email:
'Do I intend to work things out? I dont know. Why are we even together? Because I dont know if I intend to work things out. But I'm writing this email, so maybe I do want to work thinks out.'
he writes later tho that he does want to work things out. so that's good. ...but i'm tired. not of him. don't get me wrong. i'm just... i wish everything would work out. for the best. for everyone. i wish everyone was happy. i kno that sounds stupid and naive. but i've been talking to people and no one really is happy. everyone has complaints. which is only normal i suppose. life is suffering and all that. but really? i just wish everyone was happy.
'forget the bitter taste in your mouth' 'and do see that i'm sorry' / 'just try to understand' / 'take the time to see if my fists would lock on yours tonight' / 'i didn't think that you'd ever want to be this close to me' 'and now that it's late please understand that i'm not too close to what you were hoping for' / 'i didn't think you'd be like this' 'think you're right but you're so wrong' / 'never say things have changed' 'yes they have' 'it's not the same'
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