chin up

so. a couple friends lately have been going thru some hard times. and... shiteness... i saw a friend of mine cry this weekend which was, to be perfectly selfish, pretty hard on me too. she's normally so strong. i've always thought of her as one of the toughest people i kno. and so it was bit of a shock to hear her say that she didn't kno how to be strong anymore and that she felt like she was so alone... ...i don't kno about you, but sometimes i find it really difficult knowing wat to say to people. when they need encouragement or some... kind words? or... damn i dunno. yeah... makes me feel really just useless sometimes. well anyway, no use spewing more useless words. public health notice: in case you feel like killing yourself, just fill the tub and be appeased wit mr suicide instead.