pillow talk

yuko has a boif. they've been together for about a week and a half now. she asked me last night if i talk to reep every day. i said 'of course!' she asked when and how and who called who? 'we talk several times a day. he calls me and i call him. after work, after school, just because... and of course we talk at night online.' she said that they only really talked online. sometimes over the phone, but not often. she's not a phone person, she said, didn't talk much. i already knew that. was thinking tho. all my friends wit boifs talk to their guys every day. so am wondering now, wat's the difference to her, exactly, now that they're together? and really, wat's the difference for anyone? i guess it comes down to commitment. when you're dating there really is none. and when you're together there is. but is that all? and now i'm thinking so. am wondering, later, if, god forbid, reep and i break up. i meet a new guy, end up wit him being my boif. wat if he doesn't like to talk on the phone much? do we just not really talk? but how would i bond wit him? how would i even kno who he is? in a previous 'relationship' of mine, we didn't talk much. only really in school. and when summer came up we didn't talk for days at a time. maybe even weeks, i don't remember. but i wonder how her relationship works? is it healthier in some way? i kno i start stressing when i've not talked to reep all day. i get antsy and keep checking my phone for missed calls but feel guilty about wanting to call and 'bother' him. well anyway, to each his own.

'where you at boy?' / 'i’m becoming best friends with the dial tone cause you not pickin up the phone' / 'i called ya cell and ya home and still i sit here alone ' / 'you know, it would be nice if you can call somebody and let somebody know that you alright' / 'be a real g and pick up the phone' lol...