eternal sunshine

i watched eternal sunshine of the spotless mind this weekend. it's a good movie. for those of you who haven't seen it, you should. but anyway. kate's character erases her memory of jim's chracter. he finds out and in revenge erases his memory of her. but during the erasing he starts to remember why he loved her and wants to stop the process. alas, it's too late... was wondering if i'd want to erase my memory of anything. if reep and i broke up, would i erase him? no. but would i erase al? and i think so. even tho there's that saying that goes something like, cheat me once shame on you; cheat me twice shame on me. but then essentially  i'm already shamed on, no? but really. do i think it would happen again? no, i don't. so why do i stress so much then? cause i can't get it out of my mind. but wat if i could? i would. i really would. and it's not to say that all my problems would be cured. and it's not like our relationship would then become perfect. but if i could just get rid of this one thing... this one all-invasive and omnipotent thing... things would be a hell of a lot better. not just for us, but for me. course, i wouldn't go easy. i've never been one to. i'd probably make reep forget something too. i don't kno wat tho. mexico? danny? eh. you kno wat? actually, i think i'd be okay if he forgot nothing. yeah. i'd be okay wit that... wat about you? would you forget?

'you seem the only one' / 'but if love is really love, it can never fail; but fail it does' 'i don’t mind most of the time. but you push me so far inside' 'it’s like i’ve come undone. and i’ve only just become inflatable for you' / 'you’re so pretty... pretty when you’re faithful, when you’re faithful' / 'when i believe in you, the soul can rest'